So, it looks like I'm getting the big blow off. Still no word back, no IM's (even though I saw him on tonight), nothing, nada, zip, zero and oh yeah, zilch. Sigh, guess I'm doomed to stay single for the rest of my life. This is what happens when I let my guard down. I open up just a little bit and I get screwed (figuratively that is). Well, no more. He is now officially off the IM list and out of the email address book. Buh-bye. This is what I hate, all the games. He's probably just waiting the full week (that's in guy time) to get back to me. Now I know that is standard in the men's handbook but you know what, he's blown it. Yeah, I should give him time but you know what, I'm not getting any younger and I don't' have to deal with this. God, I wasn't even asking for a retlationship or anything, just someone to hang out with on the weekends and do stuff with. Like I said before the heck with with him.

On that rather positive note, I'm out of here. Too tired to keep my eyes open and my contacts are killing me. Sigh. I need more sleep. And a life of some kind, that would be nice too.