I have no idea how much longer I can go on like this with Dan. As much as I like hanging out with him and all, that is just all the harder I am falling for him. Ugh. Now that I know a little more about his past I can understand why he isn't in any hurry to get into another relationship but this whole thing is just too much emotional strain for me. Like room mate Marti says, "You shouldn't have to work this hard!" and she's right. Of course, the way my mind works I just automatically jump to the usual conclusion that he doesn't like me that way because I'm not pretty enough. Which I'm sure is the case but he's just too nice to say so. Sigh, the curse of the plain and not so great looking. Silly me, I thought that maybe if I dropped all of this weight I would actually be considered attractive. Hah! Who was I kidding.
Sorry to be such a downer. For the first time in a long time I find myself really liking a guy who I thought had some feelings back but shockingly enough, doesn't. Like anyone is surprised by that? I'm going to convert and become a nun. Makes things way more easy and with the lack of action lately, I might as well be a nun.
We got our tree today. It was very comical, I won't even get into how we trimmed off the bottom branches (can you say serrated kitchen knife?) or how long it took us to get the darn thing into the stand (2 hours). On a brighter note, we came up with a good idea for a little soiree on Saturday. Expect evites for "Ball Fest 2001...We got 'em, You decorate 'em". Should be a day of good fun with good friends.
Not much else is going on. Again I am waiting for a person to call me back about a story. Fun.

Hasta luego mis amigos y amigas