Let me just tell you how pissed off I am right now. Just got off the phone with Dan. Let me preface what I'm about to say with the fact that I had a nagging suspicion he was going to do something like this all day today. O.k., that said, he just totally cancelled on me for tomorrow. Reason, you ask? His sister and her boyfriend are coming in and he forgot we had made plans. Ass. On top of that, he dared to presume that he knows my feelings on this whole thing. How dare he! Yeah, I was the one that made the mistake of letting myself have feelings for him but that does not give him the right to tell me that I still have those feelings when I don't. Honestly and truthfully (can't tell you how many times I said that during the course of our conversation) I do not like this guy anymore! He keeps saying that he doesn't know if he can hang out with me considering how I felt about him (again, notice the past tense). Of course, now that he's seeing this Laura girl, he says he feels even weirder about the whole thing. Jesus H. Christ can we get a little more middle schoolish?! If he can't put this behind him and act like an adult about the whole thing then the hell with him. I don't need this crap. I've got my own life to live. Besides, what can I do to prove to him I'm past this? Sleep with the next guy who comes along?! While that may be an appealing prospect, doubtful it will happen. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

On that really postive note, I'm going to finish my coffee and attempt to bring down my blood pressure about 30 points.

Until later, when I've cooled off a little bit.