Had a nice long entry typed in yesterday morning and didn't the freaking computer go and freeze up on me. Bastard, must be male. Not that I hate men because trust me, I love the guys, but it just seems that a majority of my problems and issues revolve around the male species. Ugh. Why does this have to be so hard?! The older I get the worse it is too. I am starting to hit that point now where most of the quality men are either taken (ie married, engaged or living with significant other) or suddenly realizing they are gay. Not that there's anything wrong with that. Just screws with what little bit of a dating scene there is. Of course, 99.5% of my problem would be solved if I could just make myself believe that I am worth the attention and I am the kind of girl that guys like. Sigh, spend too many years hearing the opposite and you eventually start to believe it. Example (then I will get off of this topic, I promise), Saturday night Bob, Marti, Colleen and I went out to one of the local bar/dance clubs in Harrisburg called Coyote Hardware Bar. They had a band on the bottom floor and after we got sick of getting pummled on the dance floor at Eclipse, we went down there to listen to the group (can't remember their name). Anywhoo, at one point this guy goes walking by, looks right at me, and actually waves. Considering I don't usually get that kind of attention from guys, I turned around and looked to see who he was waving at, thinking it was Colleen (she always gets attention from men). It was not until after he was gone and Marti told me he was motioning to me.

Back on the old diet again. I had to do something. I put back on too much weight the past couple of months. It was embarassing! Only difference is this time I'm not dishing out all of the money I did the first time. Just kind of doing this on my own. Also intending on exercising a lot more. Haven't received the gym key yet but that will get done tomorrow. If I time it right I can get some time on the treadmill in before I go to job #2.

Anyway, my boys play again tonight. They handled Clemson pretty well but I don't know, Georgetown always gives them a tough time. Hopefully they can hang on and come out unscathed, still #1. Inductees for the National Baseball Hall of Fame were announced yesterday. All the talk about the O's has me thinking about my friend Dave. We had a major blow out last summer over something totally not even important and we have not spoken since. Everytime I see him on IM I want to talk to him but I know he would probably just ignore me, or block me. Sigh. I really screwed that one up.

And on that happy note, I'm out of here. Time to go give some blood.