One of the guys here at work just told me about a website called Adventures in Rock. Holy cow. There is a section where people review one of the trips they took, and one of them was a 5 day trip to Dublin to see U2! I would absolutely pass out from excitement if I got to do that. I'm excited now and there is no way I could even think about paying for something like that with the prospect of going back to school looming in my future. I still haven't contacted PSU or Millersville again about visiting. Sigh. For some reason I think the only reason I'm not is because I'm afraid of failure I don't want to even try. Weird thing is I just know I would do well if I actually went through with this. Because I want to get out of evil job #1 so bad I would actually do what I needed to in order to graduate. Ack. The whole idea of going through that process again is very daunting.

Been thinking about joining an online dating service. Possibley Match.com or Lavalife. I don't know. The whole idea is a little weird if you ask me. Then again, I've been hearing a lot of success stories from people I know very well that have used both and liked them. Again, my indecision is killing me. On one hand I feel like I'm ready to put myself out on that very small limb again and the other, well, I don't know how well I could handle that kind of rejection. God, I've got to do something. Sleeping alone gets very, very, very old after awhile. Then there's the whole thing with Bob. I'm not sure which one of us is more wishy-washy about where we are. Or if we are anywhere. I came soooo close to breaking and telling him everything a week or so ago. But I didn't. I should...ummm, no, I shouldn't. Ugh.

Found another good blog. I'm starting to read a lot of weight loss related blogs lately. Partly because it's nice to know there are other people out there in the same situation you are and partly because I'm finding these people are a lot like me. Scary, huh? Anyway, besides The Dietchick I've stumble across Heather's site. You'll probably see the site listed on the right in a day or two. These are just two of the many inspiring stories. Maybe I can do this again. No, I WILL do this again.

Time to watch the best show ever. West Wing of course.