I don't know how much more excitement I can take in my life. Yesterday as I was leaving work my phone rang. Normally I would just let it go but thinking it was a source calling me back I picked up. Wrong. It was my sister. My 20 year old sister. Calling to tell me she was now engaged. HUGE SIGH. Immediately I had a whole collage of emotions hit me. Happiness for my sister, as long as she's happy with this arrangement then so am I. The happiness quickly moved to being weirded out. What the heck?! Then I was sad because I started thinking wait, this isn't fair, I'm the oldest, I should be doing this by now. Then I got depressed because the whole you're not good enough, you'll be alone forever, you'll never find a man litany started playing in my head. Sigh, I have this horrible feeling I'm going to become one of those creepy women with 30 cats.

Sent the resume out today. Hopefully they will like what they see. Couldn't get my writing samples to work though so I'm going to have to send them the old fashioned way I guess. Technology is great as long as it's working. After that forget it.