Day two of the re-attempt to get myself back on track food and exercise wise. Not doing too bad. Today I broke down and ate some baked Doritos. I get the weirdest cravings toward my time of the month. Unfortunately it usually isn't for food that is good for me. On the positive side I did hit the gym for an hour after work despite kickboxing being cancelled and ran for 30 minutes today. At least I'm keeping up with that. Tomorrow I am going to try my darndest to get in a walk over lunch and eat good food... until I get to the Orioles game. Leslie's back in town so she'll be joining us for the game. So will Pat one of the interns Bob works with at the tv station. I have already been told I'm not allowed to drool all over Pat. Apparently he's the tall soccer god type. Nice, very nice. As far as I know there is nothing more than friendship going on between Mr. Robert and I so a little fawning over the intern should not be a problem. I'll drool all over whomever I want to drool all over.

Oh, who am I kidding? I don't stand a chance when Leslie's around. She's the tall skinny model type. Perfect hair. Perfect skin. Only thing I've got going is my chest is bigger, and don't think I don't remind her of that either. Whatever. I'm just going to go to the game and have a good time, even if it is two of the crappiest teams in baseball right now.

I'm missing hockey tonight to work. It's bugging the crap out of me! Right now I would be on the ice for warm up. Bugger. Sacrifices I guess. I need the money more than I need the practice. Actually, I could use both but this is one instance where I couldn't have my cake and eat it too. Or something like that.

This weekend is going to be a glorious three days of me, by myself, doing absolutely nothing! Woo-hoo! Bob is going to Ocean City, Md with some college buds and room mate Marti is going back to the homestead. I can't wait to come home Friday night and turn on all the lights. Or get up Saturday morning and blare my radio. Ahhhh. I really do miss living by myself sometimes. Unlike my room mate I do enjoy solitude. Someday. Someday I'll be back to that point again.

Until then...serenity now, serenity now....