Oh man. I am soooo nervous for my tryout with the Blades today. On the up side, I won't eat much. When I'm this hyper or nervous about something, I can hardly keep anything down. On the down side, I'm sure there will be several, um, trips to the bathroom today. Sigh. My nerves shouldn't be this rattled! Contrary to what some people think, I do know what I'm doing on the ice.

This is going to be the longest week of my life. Yesterday was pure hell. I was already behind before Jill left for vacation. Now, I'm so far in the hole I doubt I'll climb out until sometime in October. 2007. It wouldn't be so bad if I got a little support from other people around here but that just isn't the case. For example, I asked boss #1 (my immediate boss) to help with customer phone calls while I went on my lunch hour and she made a big stink like I shouldn't even be going out! Whatever. I've hit the point with this place where I just don't care anymore. As much as I hate to admit it I only do what is necessary and that's it. Jill stays late almost every night and works her tail off. I just refuse to do it. We don't get compensated for overtime and there is no respect for our department no matter how much we do so I just say screw 'em.

Oh jeez. I'm in a bad mood already. Must think positive thoughts. Must think positive thoughts.

This should be a fun day...