Sometimes I just want to get in my car and take off. Not worry about any of my responsibilities, not leave a forwarding address and not worry about what will happen when I get wherever I'm going. Just take off for parts unknown. I almost did it once this week. The other night I just sat in my car at the apartment and actually contemplated putting my key back in the ignition. Then in the nano-second it took me to get my keys back in my hand all of the things I have to do in the next week or two ran through my head, I sighed, and pulled myself out of the car. Not this time. But soon. Very soon.

Last night with my father was interesting for lack of a better word. We stayed on "safe" topics the whole way through dinner. Made it out the door of the restaurant without any major meltdowns but as we were walking back to our cars he started. And just like I said on Wednesday it was the same old crap, just a different day. One thing he did say that stuck in my head was the old "sometimes things happen in life that we just have no control over and we just need to deal with." Uh sure dad. Like I haven't learned that lesson already in my 27 years of life. Of course, by the time I got home my mom had left two voice mails for me. She worries too much. We talked, calmly for once. I swear that woman turns into my grandmother more and more each day. Luckily I didn't have anything else going on so I just changed into my bum around clothes and watched Ed and West Wing. Heck, I was even in bed before 11!

Bob did the sweetest thing for me yesterday. He was at Sam's Club and saw they had large boxes of Skinny Cow fudge bars. I love Skinny Cow fudge bars. I would sell room mate Marti for a Skinny Cow. That is how good these things are. But I digress. He actually bought the large box (12 bars instead of 6 in a normal box) for me. What a great guy! You know what this means don't you? We spend entirely way too much time together.

Personally I don't see this as myself but here's a quiz for the end of the week...


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