Tall, dark and only in my dreams

The tall dark haired guy is back.

Ever since college I have this reoccuring dream, or more like versions of the same dream, and they all involve the same person. He's tall. Dark brown or black hair. I have a sense that I know him, but can't quite figure out how. And I very rarely see his face even though I've heard his voice.

In one dream we happened to get stuck in a room together during a party (door lock was broken). We kiss. Then I wake up.

In another we were walking down the street and just happened to pass one of those goofy radio station mass marriage things that always happen around Valentines day. He looks at me and says, you want to? I say yes. Then I wake up.

The latest involves traveling in a car. Going somewhere, don't know where. Just driving and having a good time. Then I wake up.

I used to think I knew who the guy was. Now, I'm not so sure. He only shows up every now and then. Usually after it's been a while since I've been on anything remotely resembling a date. Or when it's been so long since I've been kissed I start doubting I know how to.

Does this mean I think I'm ready to put myself back out there seriously again? Doubt it. I'd rather dream about the perfect one, knowing at least in my head he is out there than face the reality of knowing Mr. Right doesn't really exist.